just watch me glow
watch me spark
and fizzle out
watch me pound my
head against this
wall
the wall that
separates me
the wall that
shelters me
from the
real
from the
world
.
just watch me glow
watch me spark
and fizzle out
this fuse is
too wet to burn
properly
this heart is too
broken
this mind
too shattered
I can’t do this
I sabotage
myself every time
.
just watch me glow
watch me spark
and fizzle out
watch me
bleed
watch me break
and fall apart
I can’t do this
.
just watch me glow
watch me spark
and fizzle out
.
.
10/25/15
©Patti Keno
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